24, September -- it's everywhere.

This is a hard day, for many reasons and for no reason at all because nothing really 'happened'.

Yet, it also feels like everything happen.

Reasons:

Dreams, both in process and incomplete.

Changes, both the lack of and the thought of.

Summer - for the first time in my life I am enjoying a hot as hell southern spring/summer .. I find I like the sun, walking in it, biking in it, running in it.

Scotland (Alba), my heart aches for home.

Promises, unfulfilled.

9-24 --- 24, September, it haunts me. It means everything and nothing.

Your voice in my head.

The lack of timing with which You choose to direct my path.

The voice that screams, be responsible.

The voice that screams RUN FREE!

All the while I wonder... is it possible to have both?

"Where am I today? I wish that I knew

'Cause looking around there's no sign of you
I don't remember one jump or one leap
Just quiet steps away from your lead" - Reasons why, Nickel Creek